8.28.07
Posted on | August 28, 2007 | Leave A Comment
daily drawings!!!
so this was a mass post to catch you all up on the drawings. i was going to try and do them while i was gone, but i was sooooo busy, i ended up doing a lot when i got back (shhh, don’t tell!).
i have been feeling a little out of touch with everything the past few days. i’m pretty sure part of it is the physical and mental exhaustion, but another part is just my really bad habit of avoiding my feelings. it’s hard for me to slow down and feel things. i spend so much of my life in high gear. i get a lot done, but i don’t think i’m going to feel good about that when i’m old. i think i’ll care more about how deeply i lived each day… how much or little i let myself become emotional about the simple things, how heartfelt i was.
i’m trying to be better at feeling. at making space for that. that’s what the most recent drawing was about. i feel like i plug up my emotions and my soul and then when the water starts backing up and flooding i get all impatient and grumpy about the mess. because i’m forced to deal with it. i’m such a control freak and i hate when things get all crazy.
but it’s usually good for me.
hugs everyone! it’s good to be home!
sam
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