the swift current

i am a mess today.

big heaping, tangled, knotted, jumbled up mess.

crazy crayola scribble.

there are things in my life that i would very much like to control, which sadly, are out of my control.

there are also things in my life seemingly within my control, which sadly (again), i seem to be effing up.

it's like i learned to juggle and then just kept adding more and more balls until that critical point where they all start falling out of orbit like large pieces of hail.

it's hailing expectations and to-do list items around here.

and i bruise so easily.

love,
sam