Pie in the sky

Did you know I miss you?
I really do.

I'm sorry for everything too, you know.
I see both sides, you know.

I hate that I've hurt you.
I hate that you've hurt me.
I hate that you won't forgive me, even though I am so so sorry.

I hate that we are all three so self-destructive.
Were you always that way?
Was I?

I long for everything to be right.
For peace.
For my self not getting in the way.
For no more regrets that hang like heavy heavy bags of sand on my ankles.

[thud, thud, thud.....silence.]

Pie in the sky?
No, this is real.
This is no dream, it is coming.

or it's here.



love,
sam

p.s. if you click the image and then click "all sizes" above it in flickr, you'll be able to read the words on the original illustration (they're separate from what i wrote here.)