Thursday, August 30, 2007

8.30.07


daily drawing.

i've been dragging since i got back in town. i feel like every night just disappears and becomes early morning again. being the control freak that i am, it almost induces a panic attack when i think about the larger passage of time in my life and how there's nothing i can do to stop the weekend from ending, or to stop december from coming this year. there's no pause button.

i guess i need to slow down.

cheers!
sam

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

8.29.07


daily drawing.

having a voice is one of the most important rights of humanity, in my opinion. when people aren't heard (groups or individuals) something is hurt inside them.

may we all be better listeners both to others and to ourselves.

cheers!
sam

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

8.28.07


daily drawings!!!

so this was a mass post to catch you all up on the drawings. i was going to try and do them while i was gone, but i was sooooo busy, i ended up doing a lot when i got back (shhh, don't tell!).

i have been feeling a little out of touch with everything the past few days. i'm pretty sure part of it is the physical and mental exhaustion, but another part is just my really bad habit of avoiding my feelings. it's hard for me to slow down and feel things. i spend so much of my life in high gear. i get a lot done, but i don't think i'm going to feel good about that when i'm old. i think i'll care more about how deeply i lived each day... how much or little i let myself become emotional about the simple things, how heartfelt i was.

i'm trying to be better at feeling. at making space for that. that's what the most recent drawing was about. i feel like i plug up my emotions and my soul and then when the water starts backing up and flooding i get all impatient and grumpy about the mess. because i'm forced to deal with it. i'm such a control freak and i hate when things get all crazy.

but it's usually good for me.

hugs everyone! it's good to be home!
sam

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Monday, August 20, 2007

8.20.07


daily drawing.

russ inspired this one... he was sitting behind me playing an iron & wine song and it was just so relaxing with all that delicate finger picking...

*** I will be out of town the next 6 days, so while I will be doing the daily drawing, the chances of being able to share them are slim/none... if I find a way, I will post them, but if not, look for me in about a week! ***

Sunday, August 19, 2007

8.19.07


daily drawing.

i've been feeling a little stressed this weekend, knowing that i am about to embark upon 12 days straight working. i am practically ruining my last free day just worrying about it. i realize the futility and irony of this, but i'm having such a hard time not focusing on it.

i need to just be in the present moment... maybe i'll go do some yoga.

cheers!
sam

8.18.07


daily drawing.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

8.17.07


daily drawing.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

08.15.07


daily drawing.

out of order. i always upload to flickr first and then link over to this site... and sometimes (read: often) i forget to link over. well, here's yesterday's drawing!

sam

8.16.07


daily drawing.

we are going to a pirate-themed birthday party this sunday (our little friend isaac is turning 4!). i borrowed this amazing leggings from a girl at work... they are flesh colored with colorful tattoos all over them and it really looks like i have full leg tattoos when i wear them. look for pictures next week!

sam

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

paradigm shifts


for those of you in my immediate surroundings, you'll know i've been getting more and more aware and active about environmental issues lately. i've even written a few times about it on my flickr and on the blog.

well, i feel like the momentum is building. two years ago, my new year's resolution was to start recycling. we lived in texas at the time and our apartment complex didn't offer recycling as a part of the regular trash pick up. so i did it. i got online, found out what the recycling center took and started sorting our garbage into various plastic bins and taking them bi-weekly, or when they were overflowing, whichever came first.

we noticed right away that we took out our regular garbage at least 50% less often than we had before the recycling started and we enjoyed that, plus it felt good to be doing something active for the environment.

around the time we started recycling, i saw cloth grocery bags at HEB for sale. i remembered how in germany, everyone uses cloth bags, or pays for the plastic ones at the grocery store. they are not free and you have to sack all the groceries yourself. anyhow, we got 2 cloth bags and started carting our groceries about in the cloth sacks to cut down on plastic bag consumption. plastic grocery bags are a really prolific source of land and ocean pollution and aren't really necessary for our lives. they are convenient, but at a cost.

this brings us to florida. since being here, we've been shocked at how little miami recycles, not just people, but actually what is accepted at the recycling center. they don't even take cereal boxes! or yogurt containers! i feel like there is still so much ignorance about the environment and the impact our trash has on our own future on this planet.

lately i just feel like i've been surrounded by environmental issues being discussed, explored and shared. it's been inspiring and motivational. first, i listened to the "god is green" series that rob bell's church did. it changed the way i think about driving, eating and all the choices i make when i buy things. then i heard barbara kingsolver give an interview about her new book, "animal, vegetable, miracle" where she writes about her family's experiences in living off of food that they grew themselves for 1 year. her stories were incredible and what impacted me most was her sharing that their number one surprise in doing it was an overwhelming sense of gratitude. that at first, they had feared for all the foods they would be missing out on, but in the end, they had a "what do we HAVE" attitude about their meals, and they felt such a gratitude for the daily provision.

last weekend russ and i went to celebrate our 3 year wedding anniversary in key west. as you'll see from our photos, we had a lot of fun. two of our adventures really stuck with me. first, we got to go snorkeling and kayaking with a group of guys that are environmentalists and ecologists. we learned so much about ocean life and the delicate ecosystems of the sea. we also learned how it is intricately woven into our own food chain and how drastically our choices affect us even one decade later, when we over-hunt certain animals or kill others.

second, we got to visit a sea turtle hospital, where volunteers rescue, rehabilitate and release sea turtles. all but 1 species of sea turtle (there are 7 total) are endangered and the other is threatened. most of the injuries we saw were related to trash in the ocean and the turtles eating other things than their intended food because the food just isn't there.

so.......
i think that there is a misguided sense of entitlement that most americans have... like that we own this place and we can do whatever we want with it. i believe that we are stewards of this earth, which is God's, much like we are stewards of our lives and our money and everything else. we do have free will, but choices have never been without consequences.

it's easy to think this is another nebulous global problem... like eradicating poverty or aids, in fact.. i thought this way for a long time. in reality, i've found it is our own indifference to the small, daily choices we make to not recycle, to not walk or bike to nearby destinations, to not demand electric cars from automakers, to not buy local produce... these choices all speak to a larger apathy in our culture.

we should set an example for other developing nations, not to do as we have done and toss plastics into land fills where they won't biodegrade anytime in this century. we should show them about re-use, about recycling. we should tell them that a recycling facility creates 8 times more jobs than a landfill. we should help them get reconnected with the earth, with the land. we should show them a greater respect for how the earth produces ALL the food we eat every day and ALL the water we drink. it just comes out of the soil, or out of rivers. it's amazing. and we are so disconnected from that. we leave our air-conditioned homes and run to our air-conditioned cars and drive to an air-conditioned store and buy any fruit and vegetables we want (do we know who grew them? where they're from? how the farmer and workers were paid? are they even in season? are they genetically modified?).

since we have the knowledge on these things, we should lead the way and i think we can. we can all make a difference in our own little ways and we can, together, bring about a shift in our culture. to save the planet and in the process, to save ourselves.


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if you made it through that diatribe, congrats. like i said, i don't know where all these thoughts and passions will take me. this may just be a hobby, a personal soapbox, or it may evolve into something else entirely. please let me know if you have any "green" questions that i might be able to answer. i'm still learning too, but i'm all about doing this together.

cheers everyone!
sam

8.14.07


daily drawing.

Monday, August 13, 2007

8.13.07


daily drawing.

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daily drawing.

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daily drawing.

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daily drawing.

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daily drawing.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

8.8.07


daily drawing.

my husband doesn't understand my need to identify myself with a piece of fruit.... and he's probably right. but somehow it makes me feel better. plus, pears are kind of special.... kind of like an apple, but much cooler.

-sam

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

8.7.07


daily drawing.

when i'm at a loss, listening to music seems to move something deeper inside into motion. it's like suddenly remembering you're alive.

p.s. $4 mushroom tank from target! woohoo!

Monday, August 06, 2007

8.6.07


daily drawing.

today was sluggish. i just felt like i was being dragged through the entire day. and now i get to go to bed... which is where i've wanted to be all day.

this is what happens when you stay up late on the weekends and then have to re-adjust to waking up at 5:30am during the week. i do it to myself....

nighty night!
sam

Sunday, August 05, 2007

should i keep doing this?

i keep posting the drawings every day, but i'm wondering how many people actually look at them via this site or if everyone just goes to flickr. should i keep putting them here? does anyone really read this anymore?

it's not that i want a huge response, but just to know if i should put forth the effort on this or just take it off my site. if you're out there... i'd like to know what you think. no pressure. :)

cheers!
sam

8.5.07


daily drawing.

today was a nice day of rest. we had a day at the beach with friends and then homemade split pea soup (all organic and 70% local!) and some margaritas.

relaxing feels like such a luxury sometimes, but so necessary. it makes me wish i lived a slower lifestyle... still working on that one.

cheers!
sam

Saturday, August 04, 2007

8.4.07


daily drawing.

you know that feeling when you keep trying to communicate, but you're just not speaking the same language? and then you go and say some stupid thing and make it waaaaaay worse? yeah, it's like that feeling.

8.3.07


daily drawing.

Thursday, August 02, 2007

8.2.07


daily drawing.

8.1.07


daily drawing.