no. 4

no. 4
Originally uploaded by dwelldeep

this one is about stopping all the spinning wheels and cogs and being still. then letting all the feelings wash over me. all of them.

the pain
loss
bitterness
resentment
sorrow
depression
hope
desire to see revenge
loneliness
snippets of memories
love

it is a kind of cleansing process. forcing myself to be honest. to be real. to assess where my faith lies. is it in myself? or in something? or someone? to let go of what i cannot control. to surrender what i ought not control. to seek peace. forgiveness. wholeness.